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31.10.04

More Prom Photos
In my previous post [Cheers!], I posted pictures of our company's 2oth anniversary. Here's more...



















okay, now let's test your "gaydar"...
sino ang hindi bading?




blah blah by LaraGirl @ 1:39 AM
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30.10.04

OMG!
Wala lang... oh my gosh!
I just thought of posting Marc...


I miss my events in the Philippines...
and everytime I try to include Marc (as host) in my proposals. Hahaha!

blah blah by LaraGirl @ 4:35 PM
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29.10.04

Reason for Being

Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, champagne in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming...

"What a fuckin' great ride!"

Keep on smoking. Keep drinking.

Keep on eating (ok maybe not...)

Get totally trashed every weekend. Have a great time.



blah blah by LaraGirl @ 10:35 AM
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27.10.04

Cheers!
Pictures from the 20th Anniversary of Professional Marketing Services Thailand at the Hyatt Erawan Ballroom last October 23, 2004.

Still looking fresh... picture-taking before the program.


Gone crazy...


With our Mother Lynne (she's my Canadian boss)


Kahit payat sila, ako pa rin ang pinakamaganda!


Ako talaga ang pinakamaganda...


blah blah by LaraGirl @ 4:15 PM
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18.10.04

Out Of Reach
Last Friday, I went out with my Thai friends for videoke! Hahaha! We sang a couple of Thai songs... it was fun even if I didn't understand it!

But among all the songs, this one struck me like lightning!

Knew the signs wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
And now I'm, so confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart

Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never meant to be
Catch myself from despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm so confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be
Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach,
I can see
There's a life out there for me.


blah blah by LaraGirl @ 9:46 AM
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11.10.04

Pink
Ok. I agree.
Orange is not really my color.
I'm a typical pink girl.

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Ramblings
Friends, please bear with me as I pour my heart out again.

To those of you who have known me for a long time, you know how my life is. I make sure every moment is worth talking about. I have so many issues, concerns, predicaments, dilemmas --- name it! But what can a natural drama queen do? I am just being me.

Me.
It's all about me.

My closest friends have suffered listening to me thousands of time rambling about almost everything under the sun! I ached and whined hundreds of time!

And I just remembered not so long ago---
I had this "oh-im-so-heartbroken-over-someone-who-can-never-be-mine-he-is-gay" feeling. Hahaha! I am definitely crazy. I traveled far just to get over that!

I feel totally lost right now.
With no one to hold-on to, except my online friends. But what happens when they log-out of my life? okay, I am exaggerating again!

Whatever happened to my Judith McNaught fantasy? The wonderful men that has become so much part of me - Matt Farell, Jordan Townsende, Stephen Westmoreland.

My life is turning out to be a satire, unfortunately.
A pathetic comedy with no ending.
And again, this boils down to me being single. Sigh.

I should change plot. I'm in a different location already- all I need are new characters. Gorgeous ones I hope. No gays playing love interest pleeezz! Gays will be limited to playing sidekick of the the heroine --- as they have always been.

Hey, I suddenly have this strange thought--- it got me thinking, what are the possible reasons why I feel this way lately?

Could it be the typical "quarter-life" crisis?
Am I just feeling homesick...
Or is this a karma? from all the bad things I've done?!
And then... I think the biggest factor of all... I miss local TV.
Telenovelas. The Buzz. Startalk.

I'm not sure if I made sense today.
I'm really just being me.

blah blah by LaraGirl @ 5:47 PM
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4.10.04

Sick and Tired
I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired.

I don't want be like Cinderella -
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar.
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free.

I don't wan't be like Snow White
Waiting for a handsome prince to come and save me

What if the prince charming doesn't come?! I'm tired of people telling me that "someday your prince will come" when you least expect it. But really, it is a possibility that there is no one guy for me. Statistically, the female population is bigger. Therefore, one cannot say that there is always a match. And not to mention the hundreds, thousands of gay men out there!

I don't want to depend on anyone else
I'd rather rescue myself.

I can slay, my own dragon.
I can dream, my own dreams.
My knight in shining armour is me.
So I'm gonna set me free.


I'm well. I don't hate myself. I don't hate the world.
There was just a little breakdown in the previous post.
Hahaha... one of the many "praning" moments I have.

By the way thank you for those who gave comments in my previous post, especially to all my friends who expressed their empathy.

blah blah by LaraGirl @ 7:28 PM
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