Ramblings
Friends, please bear with me as I pour my heart out again.

To those of you who have known me for a long time, you know how my life is. I make sure every moment is worth talking about. I have so many issues, concerns, predicaments, dilemmas --- name it! But what can a natural drama queen do? I am just being me.

Me.
It's all about me.

My closest friends have suffered listening to me thousands of time rambling about almost everything under the sun! I ached and whined hundreds of time!

And I just remembered not so long ago---
I had this "oh-im-so-heartbroken-over-someone-who-can-never-be-mine-he-is-gay" feeling. Hahaha! I am definitely crazy. I traveled far just to get over that!

I feel totally lost right now.
With no one to hold-on to, except my online friends. But what happens when they log-out of my life? okay, I am exaggerating again!

Whatever happened to my Judith McNaught fantasy? The wonderful men that has become so much part of me - Matt Farell, Jordan Townsende, Stephen Westmoreland.

My life is turning out to be a satire, unfortunately.
A pathetic comedy with no ending.
And again, this boils down to me being single. Sigh.

I should change plot. I'm in a different location already- all I need are new characters. Gorgeous ones I hope. No gays playing love interest pleeezz! Gays will be limited to playing sidekick of the the heroine --- as they have always been.

Hey, I suddenly have this strange thought--- it got me thinking, what are the possible reasons why I feel this way lately?

Could it be the typical "quarter-life" crisis?
Am I just feeling homesick...
Or is this a karma? from all the bad things I've done?!
And then... I think the biggest factor of all... I miss local TV.
Telenovelas. The Buzz. Startalk.

I'm not sure if I made sense today.
I'm really just being me.

blah blah by LaraGirl @ 5:47 PM
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