Mission: Organization
Believe it or not, my wardrobe cabinets are pretty organized. My clothes are separated according to style or function - jeans, skirts, cocktail dresses, gowns, office clothes etc. When they’re scattered in a mess - I'm often caught up in confusion and indecision: "I don't have anything to wear!" [when in fact, I have tons of clothes].

This applies to my life too. No matter how many guys there are, I feel more comfortable when I know where to place them. Seriously!

I've sort of made it simple and just classified them into 3:

"GOOD FRIENDS"
Nice guys. There's nothing wrong with them, but the fact that I have no other words to describe them other than "nice" reveals a lot. LOL. I have several 'good friends'... very reliable, okay looking and great to talk to... but there's no chemistry... no fireworks.

"MR. RIGHT NOW"
Not really right... but literally meaning he's just here for the moment. Guys who I classify as such are the ones who totally makes my heart beep. I can go on and on thinking about 'us' the entire day and forget my work altogether. But then, the fireworks end. The feeling only lasts for a while before reality seeps back in... he just wants to get fucked. And I must say that I have quite a handful under this short-term-fun category. No regrets - just plain uninhibited enjoyment between two people. At least I know where to place them and do not label them 'love'.

"MR. RIGHT"
But does he even exist? The boyfriend material - the best of both worlds.
Obviously, this box is empty for me. But I do wish that along the way, sooner or later... my Mr. Right Now will bring himself to be the one.



Funny, but this post is actually a result of my idleness and my high school friend - Sacha's comment while we were talking on YM today. She said: "Did it ever cross your mind na baka kaya di ka magka love life is because, at the back of your mind, yung mga nihahanap mo sa guy eh nakita mo na kay [name*]."

*I'd rather not mention his name since he's already married and very happy with his family.

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